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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Apr 2020 14:00:31 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>also I should do a life update here, but bah, I&apos;ve been mostly using my phone for fandom interaction and it is hard to do HTML even with my bluetooth keyboard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;at least I&apos;ve not even done a proper tumblr post about the things that has happened since my last personal update, just lots of &apos;in person&apos; informing via discord/PM and vague tweeting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=253477&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Apr 2020 13:53:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>The Timeless Children rewatch</title>
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  <description>Rewatching The Timeless Children and the Master really did just yoink the Doctor through the portal with him.&lt;br /&gt;And I do wish it had been a longer shot so we could see him grab her hand. It&apos;d be a neat parallel to the way the Twelfth Doctor had grabbed Missy&apos;s hand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also this episode really does show off how excellent Whittaker is as an actor. The sadness and conflict on her face the entire time she&apos;s with the Master!&lt;br /&gt;Dhawan is excellent too; his Master is a little pleased with himself but similarly conflicted as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Really do wish the director had opted for more medium to long shots though. I want to see ALL of Whittaker and Dhawan&apos;s acting!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Toisin Cole&apos;s Ryan is such a sweetheart and I&apos;ll miss him when he goes. 😭 He&apos;s my favourite of the Thirteenth Doctor&apos;s companions and I love his relationship with the Doctor.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/253238.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;This first bit has a lot of nice Doctor/Master stuff and it is good.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/253238.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;I hate so much of the canon this episode introduces, so here&apos;s some headcanons and theories to lighten things up&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___3&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/253238.html#cutid3&quot;&gt;I&apos;m very amused that 13 is very concerned about upholding that &apos;no humans on Gallifrey rule&apos; and also wish that the Doctor would accept at least one of the Master&apos;s gifts to her.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___3&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___4&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/253238.html#cutid4&quot;&gt;A mini-rant on how terrible Chibnall is at monologues.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___4&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___5&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/253238.html#cutid5&quot;&gt;Really wishing we had the angle that would allow the audience how the Master is BREATHING on the Doctor&apos;s knuckles. Or that he&apos;d kissed her knuckles.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___5&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___6&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/253238.html#cutid6&quot;&gt;Anyway, after a rewatch I still hate the plot of TTC and the canon it adds but still love all the emotions it made me feel.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___6&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=253238&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 02 Feb 2020 16:58:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>very late Fugitive of the Judoon thoughts</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;again, half liveblog, half extended thoughts&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;also like. I watched it three times in one week. So there’s an indicator of how much I loved it. (Though mostly the Doctor parts.)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/252273.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;That first part in the TARDIS alone was a doozy.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;---&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/252273.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;I shouldn&apos;t have to say this, but I do love and accept Jo Martin&apos;s character.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;---&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___3&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/252273.html#cutid3&quot;&gt;Theory time! feat. weird lore and plenty of it&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___3&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=252273&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jan 2020 10:55:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Nikola Tesla&apos;s Night of Terror thoughts</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Slightly liveblogish, bit thoughty. Plus bonus mid-season trailer thoughts&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251903.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Episode thoughts&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251903.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;Midseries trailer thoughts!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=251903&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jan 2020 12:05:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>talking about Spyfall part 2</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Once again more liveblogish than my yeah nah format. Starts out bullet points but quickly devolves into ranting paragraphs.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251178.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Bullet points literally for the first maybe fifteen minutes&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251178.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;Wow. That kneel scene was certainly something. In more ways than one.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___3&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251178.html#cutid3&quot;&gt;It doesn&apos;t get any less shippy from that point on&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___3&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___4&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251178.html#cutid4&quot;&gt;&apos;That&apos;s low.&apos; So why did you write that Chibs? There are other ways to show the Master is evil aside from dressing Sacha up like a Nazi. Also, do we need to know you like asphyxiation?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___4&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___5&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251178.html#cutid5&quot;&gt;And yelling at Chibs again about being a coward for not letting the Doctor kiss a girl (and related issues)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___5&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___6&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251178.html#cutid6&quot;&gt;Fuck Lungbarrow and any storyline that even remotely resembles it&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___6&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___7&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/251178.html#cutid7&quot;&gt;General-ish comments. Mostly gushing about shipping stuff, some complaining that the BBC fan panel survey hasn&apos;t come in yet.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___7&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway I hope fandom will take the Master’s over-compensatory displays of dominance and write fic with Thirteen tying him up and pegging him&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah he’s angry and hurt and acting out in all the asshole ways he knows how, but he’s so desperate for her attention&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He’d also likely cry, which is a very pretty image to think about&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=251178&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jan 2020 19:58:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Dressing Up (PG, 13/Dhawan!Master)</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Dressing Up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt; Doctor Who&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character/Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; 13/Dhawan!Master, past 12/Missy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; More romance than not&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Wordcount:&lt;/b&gt; 882&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;The Doctor suggests that the Master could&apos;ve worn his old dress instead of a suit.&lt;br /&gt;It leads to a discussion that is as much about regeneration as it is about who wore the dress better.&lt;/blockquote&gt;also available on &lt;a href=&quot;https://archiveofourown.org/works/22133539&quot;&gt;AO3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;hr&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You should&apos;ve worn your dress,&quot; the Doctor says, coming up behind the Master where he&apos;s sitting in one of the TARDIS&apos;s many staircases. &quot;The sparkly black one. It&apos;s still there in the wardrobe. We even passed it to get Graham some shoes.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He ignores her, continuing to twist the cuff she&apos;d slapped on him after the Unfathomable had turned on him. It&apos;s been upgraded from the one he&apos;d put on her in the Vault and he hasn&apos;t found a way to take it off yet. He will, he always does, but until then he&apos;s stuck to the Doctor&apos;s side or restricted to her TARDIS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You looked nice in it,&quot; she adds, sitting down beside him, flicking the length of her coat back so she doesn&apos;t sit on it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Master&apos;s lip curls at her comment. Typical Doctor, remembering him as a past version he no longer was, that no longer existed except as a memory. He&apos;s fond of the old girl though, and she wouldn&apos;t have let her Doctor say that without comment so he says it for her. &quot;Pig.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oi!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/250972.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=250972&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jan 2020 08:24:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>initial reactions to Spyfall part 1</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Not so much my yeah, eh, hmm, nah format, more an actual live blog&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;With bonus squee at the end because of that reveal at the end&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/250513.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;About the episode&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/250513.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;About the reveal. I think I got most of the squee out via twitter and discord already, but there&apos;s still a lot here.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=250513&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 19 Dec 2019 15:46:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>writer stats</title>
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  <description>&lt;img src=&quot;https://66.media.tumblr.com/7b088e36c85625dc843d5d0f96d74137/a28a813bd4fac6ff-4c/s2048x3072/a500494aa044645af46d46c03492a391d417013b.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;a writer&amp;#39;s meme asking to rate ones writing on a scale from gen to ship, outline to figure it out, description to dialogue, light edit to heavy edit, regular posting to posting?, canon to AUs, 1 project at a time to everything at once. On a scale of 1 to 10 I&amp;#39;ve marked them respectively as 7, 8, 6, 2, 9, 5 and 10&quot; width=&quot;800&quot; height=&quot;1008&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stolen from &lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.tumblr.com/post/189754478658&quot;&gt;tumblr&lt;/a&gt; which originated on &lt;a href=&quot;https://twitter.com/beingevil/status/1204775341882871808?s=20&quot;&gt;twitter&lt;/a&gt;, and which I&apos;m gently cross posting here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to say I’m more dialogue heavy than what I&apos;ve marked, but I know I write dialogue easily so I often go back and add all the description the dialogue deserves and it ends up being somewhat even if not leaning more towards description. I’m also working off the assumption that light edit = grammar and spell check and heavy edit = multiple drafts, so my minor rewrites of some paragraphs + spelling/grammar is what I’d consider on the light end but for most fic writers is probably in the middle.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also it’s interesting that this is what I’m like currently. I used to be much more gen and canon-based than I am now, while I’ve moved slightly more towards having some kind of outline/structure. Or, rather, I can&apos;t complete fics if I don&apos;t have structure of some kind. Even if it is just a prompt or a particular scene I need to move towards.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=250279&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2019 20:22:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Extended author&apos;s notes for &apos;carved&apos;</title>
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  <description>&lt;a href=&quot;http://grassangel.tumblr.com/post/36477405618/the-babe-shrieks-as-the-first-set-of-lines-the&quot;&gt;(original manip)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am not fond of the concept of the markings on Jotunn in the MCU as being natural. Markings are in nature for camouflage. They’re random, meant to blend in with the environment and that they can be used for identification is a secondary benefit.&lt;br /&gt;Also, just like red hair in humans doesn’t necessarily mean a person has a temper, a certain set of markings on an animal doesn’t mean anything.&lt;br /&gt;So I really dislike the concept of natural markings meaning something, even with the fact that Norse mythology is big on destiny and prophecy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, I’ve lived in New Zealand all my life and while moko aren’t common, they aren’t an unfamiliar sight. As with most Maori art, the designs have or tell stories and are considered sacred treasures to be protected. Pre-European moko were done with a tool that was more chisel than needle and the resulting moko was a combination of scarification and tattoo.&lt;br /&gt;So while I’m not of Maori descent, and you should not take the above as anything approaching expertise, I do appreciate the huge cultural significance behind moko and other markings other cultures make upon their skin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Adding that depth of history to Jotunn culture and having it influenced by mythological prophecy felt important to me. There is meaning behind those markings and it implies they have art, tradition and a way of communicating those things to future generations. With them Jotunn aren’t uncivilised beasts and whether you layer the Aesir/Jotunn war with hints of other religious or cultural wars, Jotunn are no longer a faceless or emotionless species - they want what was stolen from them returned. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The repetition of making the markings is taken partially from another form of scarification, branding, and from the fact that hypertrophic scarring is short lived for most scars without interference. Also contributing to this is that body modifications are often used to symbolise important events and rites in a person’s life. Since a lot of these events are already forseen and marked at birth, the markings are reinforced when those events happen. This accounts for why Loki’s markings aren’t in high relief; he hasn’t had them re-cut since he was an infant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The ritual exposure is a nod to the widely held gospel that Loki was abandoned, and a lot of historical cultures did use exposure as a way to dispose of unwanted or abnormal children.&lt;br /&gt;However I’m borrowing more from the ancient Grecian school of thought that an exposed child could be saved by the will of the Gods through direct intervention or by the kindness of a stranger. The ritual exposure is intended to allow the fates/Norns to either gift the child with a long and successful life or taken to be nursed in the halls of Hel. (Because Hel is a realm of second chances and Hel is an incorrigible romantic.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Boðólfr translates roughly to ‘battle wolf’, although the second part was meant as a nod to Áleifr which has connotations of &apos;inheritance/legacy’.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=249095&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2019 20:20:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Extended author&apos;s notes for &apos;we would be together and have our books&apos;</title>
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  <description>References made in we would be together and have our books&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://t.umblr.com/redirect?z=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.jstor.org%2Fstable%2F25678738%3Fseq%3D1%23page_scan_tab_contents&amp;amp;t=Yzk3YmY2NDYxZTBiYTFhNjVjMjQ0MmExMGM3NGNkMDQ1NmI3MjdlYSw2NGZqN1c4SQ%3D%3D&amp;amp;b=t%3Ah-oTiNUacXhBLOwU4pqtNw&amp;amp;p=https%3A%2F%2Fgrassangel.tumblr.com%2Fpost%2F179047664293&amp;amp;m=0&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;https://www.jstor.org/stable/25678738?seq=1#page_scan_tab_contents&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;is what I imagine the Asgardian fairy tale about the shape of the universe is like&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://starsandseidr.tumblr.com/post/155631299696/and-i-tiny-being-drunk-with-the-great-starry&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;http://starsandseidr.tumblr.com/post/155631299696/and-i-tiny-being-drunk-with-the-great-starry&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;is the poem Isabel gave to Jane&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://starsandseidr.tumblr.com/post/177918822448/setnet-it-may-seem-like-a-lot-of-work-but&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;http://starsandseidr.tumblr.com/post/177918822448/setnet-it-may-seem-like-a-lot-of-work-but&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;is what is on Jane&amp;rsquo;s coffee cup&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://starsandseidr.tumblr.com/post/151195634633/there-is-not-much-money-in-physics-right-now&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;http://starsandseidr.tumblr.com/post/151195634633/there-is-not-much-money-in-physics-right-now&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;emoji-container&quot; style=&quot;-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; outline: none 0px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; font-style: inherit; font-variant: inherit; font-weight: inherit; font-stretch: inherit; line-height: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; box-sizing: border-box;&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;the note Jane wrote, with a frowny face&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are a couple of options for the poetry book Jane gifted Loki - I haven&apos;t read any of these but &lt;a href=&quot;https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/6216788-dark-matter&quot;&gt;Darkmatter: Poems of Space&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/56077379-black-holes-stars-earth-and-mar&quot;&gt;Black Holes, Stars, Earth and Mars&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href=&quot;https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/31079522-astral-projection&quot;&gt;Astral Projections: A Collection of Poetry&amp;nbsp;&lt;/a&gt;seem like good collections&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Jane&apos;s (and my own) poetry writing isn&apos;t great, but the poem at the end is both a haiku and an acrostic - the haiku stating that if Loki asks her to marry him, she&apos;ll say yes, while the acrostic repeats that yes. Just a bit of poetic fun that&apos;s appropriate for Asgard and its rituals&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=248865&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 10 Nov 2019 20:18:58 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Extended author&apos;s notes for &apos;an echo of the promise we made&apos;</title>
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  <description>extended author&amp;rsquo;s notes/bibliography for &amp;lsquo;an echo of the promise we made&amp;rsquo;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5MiKYZJjTI&quot;&gt;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5MiKYZJjTI&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANqLuNGW60E&quot;&gt;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANqLuNGW60E&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I conceive of Gallifreyan music as being the most baroque thing ever, so there&amp;rsquo;s a lot of organs and stuff. Since organs have so many keyboards, they generally two or more people to play them, and in the tradition of weddings, the four hands required to play are supposed to symbolise the four hearts of the two people being married. The two people playing are also supposed to be one from each of the couple&amp;rsquo;s houses, to really symbolise the two houses being joined together. (Missy condensing the song down so only two hands are needed is very much a &amp;lsquo;fuck you&amp;rsquo; to that concept.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://twitter.com/BBCSteveR/status/1051073834273656832?s=09&quot;&gt;https://twitter.com/BBCSteveR/status/1051073834273656832?s=09&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When this floated across my twitter stream I wanted to use it for the fic, but it is very hard to describe music when you aren&amp;rsquo;t a musician without directly mentioning what it is. But it is fun to imagine something that&amp;rsquo;s perhaps a bit more march-y and less dramatic being what Missy plays.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://twitter.com/zeIdaspellmans/status/1078817217943355394&quot;&gt;https://twitter.com/zeIdaspellmans/status/1078817217943355394&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of Missy playing, want some visuals of the last bit with Thirteen? Found it a little late to be directly credited for that scene, but a delightful coincidence that made me squee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTiuvEgI0wQ&quot;&gt;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTiuvEgI0wQ&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This scene from Demons of the Punjab wasn&amp;rsquo;t directly inspirational, but it did give me a lot of feelings when I realised that it makes the vows the Doctor and Missy exchange as being about love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMpw9Bibj0g&quot;&gt;https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMpw9Bibj0g&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I spent far too long trying very hard to decipher what exactly the marriage ceremony in this was and why Eleven did it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=248796&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 28 Oct 2019 14:09:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>the wind is up; so; drift away (PG, 13/Rose)</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; the wind is up; so; drift away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt; Doctor Who&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character/Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; 13/Rose, past 10/Rose, implied one-sided 13/Yaz, plus Ryan Sinclair &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Gennish romance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Wordcount:&lt;/b&gt; 949&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication:&lt;/b&gt; For Resa, who made my imagination run away with itself by tweeting about 13 meeting Rose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;Dozens of rips in the fabric of time and space are blinking open and closed across Sheffield. Along with dinosaurs, they bring a familiar face to help the Thirteenth Doctor and her friends bring a stop to them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;or,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the Doctor gets to see Rose again and Rose meets Thirteen.&lt;/blockquote&gt;also available on &lt;a href=&quot;https://archiveofourown.org/works/21201002&quot;&gt;AO3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;hr&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;p&gt;Rips.&lt;br /&gt;Rifts.&lt;br /&gt;Time breaks.&lt;br /&gt;Whatever you called them, tears in the fabric of time and space were usually harmless and closed themselves without consequence. The ones that didn’t successfully do so, the Doctor took it upon themselves to deal with, either closing them or making sure they were carefully monitored.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Over two dozen popping up all over Sheffield, large enough for a lone &lt;em&gt;valdosaurus&lt;/em&gt; to appear in Graham’s garden and making one of the Hallamshire Police patrol vehicles go missing? That was worth her attention, though the number of them wasn’t their most worrying aspect.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The app the Doctor has installed on Ryan’s phone chimes, the fourth time in nearly as many minutes. It dings a few seconds later, indicating that the break in time has closed.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Their frequency was what had called the Doctor back to Sheffield off-schedule. It also made fixing whatever was causing them a priority. Before the Doctor can address their cause though, she needs to do something about the symptoms, stem the rate at which the occurrences are happening and hopefully give her more time before they reach a critical mass.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;For that she needs Yorkshire’s finest cup of tea and her friends that aren’t currently keeping a prehistoric dinosaur occupied and away from the front garden.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/248325.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=248325&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 22 Oct 2019 11:21:27 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>The one thing I don&apos;t like about participating in democracy beyond voting in elections by writing emails to ministers and making submissions on Bills and their amendments, is that there&apos;s an awful lot of research and essay writing.&lt;br /&gt;And unhappily you DON&apos;T get a grade on it afterwards, or even comments on it from peers, so even though it&apos;s an awful lot like school work, you get none of the nice social recognition stuff for doing any of it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I mean there is the reward of helping the good thing get through or making sure the bad thing doesn&apos;t, but it&apos;s not nearly so satisfying as writing fic is. Or even poetry which you don&apos;t let anyone else see!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Speaking of, I should research NZ magazines and such that publish poetry as somehow I find myself with lots of pieces that I quite like, but they are short and I only &lt;i&gt;should&lt;/i&gt; research them, which means I won&apos;t)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=248284&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Oct 2019 18:05:16 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>There&apos;s a delightful line about Being Known in this fic I&apos;m reading, and it strikes me there&apos;s different... polarities to Being Known.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There&apos;s fuckor, that deep terror/embarrassment of your soul being so deeply peered into.&lt;br /&gt;Then there&apos;s the comforting one that has no name - someone knowing you well enough to order food for you, likes the same book as you for the same reason, gives you a gift for no other reason than they knew you&apos;d like it, or the person you take one look at &amp; go &apos;they&apos;re like me&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Both are forms of being loved, but one is soft and comforting, while the other confronts you with truths about yourself which can be hard to face hearing from another person.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(originally pondered &lt;a href=&quot;https://twitter.com/grassangel/status/1183625932726136832&quot;&gt;on twitter&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=247873&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 12 Sep 2019 13:01:37 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Ooof, things have obvious er... gotten hot enough about The Watch casting that &lt;a href=&quot;https://twitter.com/rhipratchett/status/1172096654515871744&quot;&gt;Rhianna Pratchett had to state she’s no longer personally involved (though Narrativia is)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;and my thoughts are sort of generally in line with &lt;a href=&quot;https://seananmcguire.tumblr.com/post/187658367330/vaspider-librarian-in-waiting-vaspider&quot;&gt;this post&lt;/a&gt;, which is that while I am glad that the casting is diverse and am cheering that the actors got the parts, I am very very much looking askance at the casting director and producers for the particular choices they made for which characters. Like yay for a non-binary actor, but why not a trans woman actress? And I do sincerely hope that Sybil casting is only one half of the character’s casting and they’re keeping the time travel/alternate universes bit so that this is only a young Sibyl. (Never mind that Carcer should be a mirror of Vimes, just like Lily is that of Esme.)&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Anyway, I’ll just be here, examining the questions I was asked when the BBC fan panel did &lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/234118.html&quot;&gt;surveys&lt;/a&gt; about &lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/236918.html&quot;&gt;the series&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp;and moaning that while I’d only mentioned Angel Coulby because I wanted to mention at least one other name, she’d actually be quite good&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eta: And apparently even dudes who play MPQ (so a generally decent bunch of middle-aged, mostly white men who aren’t terribly sexist/racist, but aren’t exactly the most ‘woke’), are going “Sybil should be fatter and older!” and being torn about the Cherry/Cheery casting. also, some are disappointed that apparently Carrot joins the Watch after Angua does (which, fair! I am too, cuz that just falls into tired old tropes of the dude being better at the thing the woman’s been doing longer than he has.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=247329&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 03 Sep 2019 07:44:01 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>rewatched some Classic Who recently</title>
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  <description>Kinda was good but given that I live in New Zealand, the way the Kinda were dressed but portrayed by mostly white actors was not a good feel. Especially with the general &apos;colonialism bad&apos; message I got from the story. &lt;br /&gt;Also not a good feel with how they portrayed Hindle&apos;s mental instability.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But like. Still a good story, if a little formulaic in regards to the structure and the guest characters, but with interesting elements and ideas that made me eager to watch Snakedance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;hr /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Earthshock, a very very good story, especially the last part. Not just because it sees the end of Adric, but because Five does something hasn&apos;t done before: attack someone.&lt;br /&gt;Like he tackles a Cyberman, grates gold into its lungs and shoots it. He&apos;s not supposed to do that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But he does.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/247211.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Earthshock continued, and I feel as if I&apos;m just repeating received fan wisdom about some parts, even if I usually hate that sort of opinion&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Snakedance! Not quite as good as Kinda but still solid. Fills out the world building a bit and lays out the origin of the Mara. Which is a nice thematic origin, and thus ripe for reuse. &lt;br /&gt;Evil in human minds given form through psychic resonance? Scary snakes? Sounds perfect. I want to see it in Modern Who, maybe given the Cybermen convergent creation treatment - how some things keep popping up because they&apos;re one solution to a problem that&apos;s present everywhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/247211.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;Snakedance, also continued in a very similar manner&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=247211&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 14 Aug 2019 13:34:56 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>Listened to, at the last possible day to do so, &lt;a href=&quot;https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b04knthd&quot;&gt;the rerun of the Good Omens audio drama&lt;/a&gt;, and below is the sort of livetweet I did (Sort of not as I didn&apos;t tweet as I listened, just added to a drafted thread. Also sort of as some of this is just... notes for fic I’ll never write)&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;Barely 10 minutes into the radio drama of Good Omens &amp; I&apos;m glad that Crowley isn&apos;t quite so thick to have thought that he needed to get pregnant to deliver the antichrist - it&apos;s &apos;up to him to–&apos; and not &apos;his scene&apos; and &apos;tool of that glorious destiny&apos;.&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;d make great fic though&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The whole thing with the nun going on about how men shouldn&apos;t be involved at all in the process [of giving birth] is SQUARELY why I thought the Order was made of lesbians.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/246804.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;the not so live tweet continues&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/246804.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;Final thoughts&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=246804&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 30 Jul 2019 19:41:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I do meta on request</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Mimins on tumblr asked me:&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;would you please #critical fandom thought or #meta about the doctor vs crowley&amp;amp;az wrt individual humans? i feel like the doctor is much better about them. i also feel like they&apos;re much better about humanity but i am less sure on that mark.&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am Unsure if I can live up to those lofty tags categories, but&lt;i&gt; I &lt;/i&gt;conceive of the difference between the two as thus: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/246355.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Aziraphale &amp; Crowley are what could&apos;ve happened if the Doctor had run away from Gallifrey with the Master (with or without Susan)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/246355.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;the additional tags&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=246355&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 21 Jul 2019 21:03:46 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>bread and biscuits (G, Sherlock &amp; Mary)</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; bread and biscuits&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt; Sherlock&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character/Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Sherlock Holmes &amp; Mary Morstan, Sherlock Holmes &amp; Molly Hooper, with appearances by Mycroft Holmes and Mrs Hudson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Gen, fluff?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; G&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Wordcount:&lt;/b&gt; 925&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication:&lt;/b&gt; for &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://equalseleventhirds.tumblr.com&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.tumblr.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[tumblr.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://equalseleventhirds.tumblr.com&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;equalseleventhirds&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; who, years ago was talking about how Sherlock&apos;s eating habits could possibly be born out of some kind of food allergy which severely restricts what he can eat, such as celiac disease.&lt;br&gt;Knowing more than a bit of how hard it can be to make gluten-free (or wheat-free) baked goods, but also knowing the satisfaction of making something that someone can eat, I wrote fic about Mary baking Sherlock stuff he hasn&apos;t been able to eat since he was diagnosed&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;blockquote&gt;Mary bakes Sherlock bread and biscuits and little cakes and things he hasn&apos;t been able to eat for years. He&apos;s happy and pleased and thankful, but mostly, he&apos;s content.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 times Mary baked for Sherlock.&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;also &lt;a href=&quot;https://archiveofourown.org/works/19901908&quot;&gt;available on AO3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;hr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;It’s a challenge to find the right amount of gums to add to the dough, and she just about gives up and resorts to a baking powder risen quickbread, but eventually Mary has a loaf that doesn’t fall apart. The crumb is a little tender but after use of the electric knife and toaster she can confidently set a plate of three pieces of toast in front of Sherlock.&lt;br&gt;She nods at his look after he sniffs at a slice, the smell of yeast and a bit of coconut wafting across the table.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&quot;No wheat products,&quot; she confirms as Sherlock reaches for the butter.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;A smile steals across Mary’s face in response to his as Sherlock takes his first bite of toast in five years.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/246207.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=246207&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jul 2019 12:03:47 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I may be having feels because, as I read and listen up on Polari due to a little headcanon about Aziraphale using it because Soho and ‘discreet gentleman’s club’, there are some words like queen and cruise that have, for 300+ years more or less kept their meaning amongst gay men. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Also there was enough of a population in places like London that 300 years ago, you could live in a gay community like today.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And then Polari has bits borrowed from Italian and some school boy French thrown in too and I’m eyeing Crowley’s ciaos very suspiciously because I could very well imagine him saying something like bona nochy or calling police lillies.&lt;br /&gt;There’s also a delightful ‘translation’ of the Bible done into Polari.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So yes, feels because this is part of (British) gay/queer heritage, and yes it should be recorded and noted as such, and yeah it has problematique elements but the delightful thing is that it’s a language and as such it can change and become more inclusive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/245860.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Links below if you too want to read/listen more about it&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=245860&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 27 Apr 2019 12:20:09 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>I just... need a day or something to mourn the end of a TV series, a series that was dead before I finished the second, and last, season.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was Counterpart. A sci-fi series about two parallel worlds and crossing between them: a Cold War era spy game playing out between them, complete with spies, sleeper agents and conspiracies that continued into the now. There was a lesbian assassin struggling to find her identity after killing her Other, a sleeper agent who wanted a life that was uniquely hers and not her Other&apos;s. A man who was hard and cruel on one side but soft and cowardly on the other, his wife - who on both sides had a job to do and did it, and the soft, cowardly, man learned to love his wife by loving the other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There were even other little things beyond the story that endeared the series to me. While it didn&apos;t achieve a perfect 50:50 ratio of men to women for both directing and writing, it came very close. The characters &amp; casting, while imperfect too, did have people of colour, who had little backstories and motivations of their own.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/244845.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;I think the creator must&apos;ve known that this little, serious, confronting series would not be long lived&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=244845&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 19 Apr 2019 19:13:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>a little quickens, but much extinguishes (PG, 13/Missy)</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; a little quickens, but much extinguishes&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt; Doctor Who&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character/Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Thirteen/Missy, cameos from the series 11 team&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Angst, fluff&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Wordcount:&lt;/b&gt; 1747&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication:&lt;/b&gt; for the soulmate AU prompt given by &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://zahnie.tumblr.com&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://www.tumblr.com/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[tumblr.com profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://zahnie.tumblr.com&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;zahnie&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; “&lt;i&gt;the one where you and your soulmate share an emotional link&lt;/i&gt;“ and completed for &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://www.archiveofourown.org/users/AceMcshane/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://p2.dreamwidth.org/b164c54b26e4/-/archiveofourown.org/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[archiveofourown.org profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://www.archiveofourown.org/users/AceMcshane/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;AceMcshane&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;blockquote&gt;The Doctor and the Master are bound to feel each other&apos;s emotions. They&apos;ve gone through periods of delighting in this connection and through periods of denying what they feel isn&apos;t their own.&lt;br /&gt;After the colony ship, after regenerating, the Thirteenth Doctor struggles to relearn how to ignore the longing in her hearts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;It works until it doesn&apos;t.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;previously published as &lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.tumblr.com/post/183789081153&quot;&gt;an ask&lt;/a&gt; on tumblr, but now edited and available&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href=&quot;https://archiveofourown.org/works/18485635&quot;&gt;on AO3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;hr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Once, their bond had made them inseparable. It had given them strength, the disapproving mutterings only driving them closer together, to the only other person who truly understood. Even the attempts to appeal to their pride as Time Lords &lt;i&gt;in potentia&lt;/i&gt; and their duty to their Houses could not drive them apart.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;No. They had driven each other away instead.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;They eventually learned the ability to ignore the emotions that filtered through across time and space. It was easy to disregard the acrid resentment they shared, that mutual bitterness making it easier to believe that the emotion was their own. But it was harder to bury the desperate longing they each had, hide it deep enough they could pretend they didn&apos;t reciprocate the aching desire that drifted through the link between them like smoke.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Eventually they could even manage to disregard the blaze of emotion that flared into life when they stumbled across each other&apos;s paths. A task made easier if they each pretended the hurt and hope that flickered in the hearts of the other was their own.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Except it could never be easy for them to forget one another, to deny their connection to the only other person who could understand them. But they tried.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;The bond between them had almost been doused on the shore of a lake, on a planet devoted to trial and execution. The light between them forever extinguished by her death, until she had offered up the tiniest spark of hope. A spark they hadn&apos;t been aware they both sheltered.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;They had seventy glorious years, nurturing and fanning that glowing point of hope. Until it had grown out of control and consumed them both.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/244495.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=244495&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <title>I have been remiss in talking about the Big Finish sets I preordered as birthday presents for myself</title>
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  <description>So, my thoughts on the River Song &amp;amp; Master box set, and the shiny brand new Missy set:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The River Song set is a lot of fun. &lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/244353.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;The Missy &amp; Crispy stories are the MOST FUN because jealousy&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Missy boxset? Unlike with the River Song release there is sort of an arc, and as such there is some nice character development. &lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___2&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/244353.html#cutid2&quot;&gt;It&apos;s delicious and intriguing character development.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___2&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___3&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/244353.html#cutid3&quot;&gt;And ponderings on what could happen next. Sort of&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___3&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=244353&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2019 13:25:59 GMT</pubDate>
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  <description>You know the drill, it&amp;rsquo;s yeah, ehhh, hmm, nah time for Doctor Who: Resolution&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/243372.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;I was expecting it to be a bit more dire from the spoilers I was avoiding, but it had decent Doctor characterisation&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=243372&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jan 2019 10:58:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A Proposal (G, 12/Missy)</title>
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  <description>&lt;small&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; A Proposal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Series:&lt;/b&gt; Doctor Who&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character/Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Twelve/Missy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; Fluff, humor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; G&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Wordcount:&lt;/b&gt; 274&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication:&lt;/b&gt; For &lt;span style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://www.archiveofourown.org/users/AceMcshane/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;https://p2.dreamwidth.org/b164c54b26e4/-/archiveofourown.org/favicon.ico&apos; alt=&apos;[archiveofourown.org profile] &apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos;/&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;https://www.archiveofourown.org/users/AceMcshane/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;AceMcshane&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;The Doctor asks Missy to marry him one night when they&apos;re walking through the University grounds. It&apos;s mostly by accident.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;available &lt;a href=&quot;https://archiveofourown.org/works/17270678&quot;&gt;on AO3&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;hr&gt;&lt;p&gt;They&apos;re walking the University grounds, the night quiet, when he asks her. Missy has her arm through the Doctor&apos;s, wearing the bracelet that tethers her to his side, a security measure to keep Nardole satisfied, the Doctor rambling about some past adventure.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&quot;This is nice,&quot; the Doctor interrupts himself mid-story.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&quot;Excuse me?&quot;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&quot;This. Nice. Being together. Seeing the stars,&quot; the Doctor grins at her, eyebrows raised, as he gestures toward the sky with a wave.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;span class=&quot;cut-wrapper&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;span-cuttag___1&quot; class=&quot;cuttag&quot;&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-open&quot;&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-text&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;https://grassangel.dreamwidth.org/243043.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class=&quot;cut-close&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style=&quot;display: none;&quot; id=&quot;div-cuttag___1&quot; aria-live=&quot;assertive&quot;&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=grassangel&amp;ditemid=243043&quot; width=&quot;30&quot; height=&quot;12&quot; alt=&quot;comment count unavailable&quot; style=&quot;vertical-align: middle;&quot;/&gt; comments</description>
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