grassangel: a pastel and cute cat balancing a multi-coloured ball on its head (Default)
The Tumblr implosion is giving me hella anxiety, but please say hi if you're coming over here from there. (also, a lot of this is archived LJ entries from the mid-00s. I didn't do a brilliant job of crossposting from tumblr to here.)

if you wish to find me other places
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If you aren't from tumblr or another place I might recognise you, hi. I'm grassangel, sometimes know as Song of Storm and Fire or variations upon, or Chloe. I'm in my late 20s, am queer (ace/bi) and use she/her pronouns.
My subscription/access policy is that personal stuff, whinge/whine posts, and stuff I don't want getting bandied about the internet are generally locked. If I recognise you/you have brilliant opinions/we've been chatting a bit, I'll add you to the access list. Same goes for subscribing to you really as well, though due to the format if you're a high volume poster I'm not likely to.

I doubt if you've gotten this far if you are, but if you're a TERF/SWERF, other exclusionary forms of feminism, exclusionist/queerphobe, anti-shipper/fandom policer or in general a bigot of any stripe, do not follow me. I am not a person whose opinions you will enjoy and I have no tolerance for your opinions either.

Fandom detail below )
grassangel: Dream and Death from Sandman, sitting on some steps surrounded by pigeons (this is my angst icon)
also I should do a life update here, but bah, I've been mostly using my phone for fandom interaction and it is hard to do HTML even with my bluetooth keyboard.

at least I've not even done a proper tumblr post about the things that has happened since my last personal update, just lots of 'in person' informing via discord/PM and vague tweeting
grassangel: Missy and the Twelfth Doctor kissing (Doctor/Master)
Rewatching The Timeless Children and the Master really did just yoink the Doctor through the portal with him.
And I do wish it had been a longer shot so we could see him grab her hand. It'd be a neat parallel to the way the Twelfth Doctor had grabbed Missy's hand.

Also this episode really does show off how excellent Whittaker is as an actor. The sadness and conflict on her face the entire time she's with the Master!
Dhawan is excellent too; his Master is a little pleased with himself but similarly conflicted as well.

Really do wish the director had opted for more medium to long shots though. I want to see ALL of Whittaker and Dhawan's acting!

Toisin Cole's Ryan is such a sweetheart and I'll miss him when he goes. 😭 He's my favourite of the Thirteenth Doctor's companions and I love his relationship with the Doctor.

This first bit has a lot of nice Doctor/Master stuff and it is good. )

I hate so much of the canon this episode introduces, so here's some headcanons and theories to lighten things up )

I'm very amused that 13 is very concerned about upholding that 'no humans on Gallifrey rule' and also wish that the Doctor would accept at least one of the Master's gifts to her. )

A mini-rant on how terrible Chibnall is at monologues. )

Really wishing we had the angle that would allow the audience how the Master is BREATHING on the Doctor's knuckles. Or that he'd kissed her knuckles. )

Anyway, after a rewatch I still hate the plot of TTC and the canon it adds but still love all the emotions it made me feel. )
grassangel: a smiling Thirteenth Doctor with a flower behind her ear (Doctor Who)

again, half liveblog, half extended thoughts

also like. I watched it three times in one week. So there’s an indicator of how much I loved it. (Though mostly the Doctor parts.)

That first part in the TARDIS alone was a doozy. )

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I shouldn't have to say this, but I do love and accept Jo Martin's character. )

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Theory time! feat. weird lore and plenty of it )
grassangel: a smiling Thirteenth Doctor with a flower behind her ear (13)

Slightly liveblogish, bit thoughty. Plus bonus mid-season trailer thoughts

Episode thoughts )

Midseries trailer thoughts! )

grassangel: a smiling Thirteenth Doctor with a flower behind her ear (13)
Title: Dressing Up

Series: Doctor Who
Character/Pairing: 13/Dhawan!Master, past 12/Missy
Genre: More romance than not
Rating: PG
Wordcount: 882
Summary:
The Doctor suggests that the Master could've worn his old dress instead of a suit.
It leads to a discussion that is as much about regeneration as it is about who wore the dress better.
also available on AO3

"You should've worn your dress," the Doctor says, coming up behind the Master where he's sitting in one of the TARDIS's many staircases. "The sparkly black one. It's still there in the wardrobe. We even passed it to get Graham some shoes."

He ignores her, continuing to twist the cuff she'd slapped on him after the Unfathomable had turned on him. It's been upgraded from the one he'd put on her in the Vault and he hasn't found a way to take it off yet. He will, he always does, but until then he's stuck to the Doctor's side or restricted to her TARDIS.

"You looked nice in it," she adds, sitting down beside him, flicking the length of her coat back so she doesn't sit on it.

The Master's lip curls at her comment. Typical Doctor, remembering him as a past version he no longer was, that no longer existed except as a memory. He's fond of the old girl though, and she wouldn't have let her Doctor say that without comment so he says it for her. "Pig."

"Oi!"

Read more... )
grassangel: Missy and the Twelfth Doctor kissing (Doctor/Master)

Not so much my yeah, eh, hmm, nah format, more an actual live blog

With bonus squee at the end because of that reveal at the end

About the episode )
About the reveal. I think I got most of the squee out via twitter and discord already, but there's still a lot here. )
grassangel: Missy looking reproachfully at viewer, book in hand (book)
a writer's meme asking to rate ones writing on a scale from gen to ship, outline to figure it out, description to dialogue, light edit to heavy edit, regular posting to posting?, canon to AUs, 1 project at a time to everything at once. On a scale of 1 to 10 I've marked them respectively as 7, 8, 6, 2, 9, 5 and 10

Stolen from tumblr which originated on twitter, and which I'm gently cross posting here.

I want to say I’m more dialogue heavy than what I've marked, but I know I write dialogue easily so I often go back and add all the description the dialogue deserves and it ends up being somewhat even if not leaning more towards description. I’m also working off the assumption that light edit = grammar and spell check and heavy edit = multiple drafts, so my minor rewrites of some paragraphs + spelling/grammar is what I’d consider on the light end but for most fic writers is probably in the middle.

Also it’s interesting that this is what I’m like currently. I used to be much more gen and canon-based than I am now, while I’ve moved slightly more towards having some kind of outline/structure. Or, rather, I can't complete fics if I don't have structure of some kind. Even if it is just a prompt or a particular scene I need to move towards.
grassangel: a pastel and cute cat balancing a multi-coloured ball on its head (Default)
“Adoration” 1903 by Stephan Sinding, while not serving as inspiration, is an appropriate 'aesthetic' feel for the first line of 'do not doubt'

https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Stephan_Sinding-_Adoration_I.jpg#/media/File:Stephan_Sinding-_Adoration_I.jpg
grassangel: a smiling Thirteenth Doctor with a flower behind her ear (13)
Title: the wind is up; so; drift away

Series: Doctor Who
Character/Pairing: 13/Rose, past 10/Rose, implied one-sided 13/Yaz, plus Ryan Sinclair
Genre: Gennish romance
Rating: PG
Wordcount: 949
Dedication: For Resa, who made my imagination run away with itself by tweeting about 13 meeting Rose.
Summary:
Dozens of rips in the fabric of time and space are blinking open and closed across Sheffield. Along with dinosaurs, they bring a familiar face to help the Thirteenth Doctor and her friends bring a stop to them.

or,

the Doctor gets to see Rose again and Rose meets Thirteen.
also available on AO3

Rips.
Rifts.
Time breaks.
Whatever you called them, tears in the fabric of time and space were usually harmless and closed themselves without consequence. The ones that didn’t successfully do so, the Doctor took it upon themselves to deal with, either closing them or making sure they were carefully monitored.

Over two dozen popping up all over Sheffield, large enough for a lone valdosaurus to appear in Graham’s garden and making one of the Hallamshire Police patrol vehicles go missing? That was worth her attention, though the number of them wasn’t their most worrying aspect.

The app the Doctor has installed on Ryan’s phone chimes, the fourth time in nearly as many minutes. It dings a few seconds later, indicating that the break in time has closed.

Their frequency was what had called the Doctor back to Sheffield off-schedule. It also made fixing whatever was causing them a priority. Before the Doctor can address their cause though, she needs to do something about the symptoms, stem the rate at which the occurrences are happening and hopefully give her more time before they reach a critical mass.

For that she needs Yorkshire’s finest cup of tea and her friends that aren’t currently keeping a prehistoric dinosaur occupied and away from the front garden.

Read more... )
grassangel: Kinomoto Touya from Cardcaptor Sakura staring at a penguin whilst in nose-high water (this makes no sense)
The one thing I don't like about participating in democracy beyond voting in elections by writing emails to ministers and making submissions on Bills and their amendments, is that there's an awful lot of research and essay writing.
And unhappily you DON'T get a grade on it afterwards, or even comments on it from peers, so even though it's an awful lot like school work, you get none of the nice social recognition stuff for doing any of it

I mean there is the reward of helping the good thing get through or making sure the bad thing doesn't, but it's not nearly so satisfying as writing fic is. Or even poetry which you don't let anyone else see!

(Speaking of, I should research NZ magazines and such that publish poetry as somehow I find myself with lots of pieces that I quite like, but they are short and I only should research them, which means I won't)
grassangel: Ichihara Yuuko from xxxHOLiC, sitting and smoking (thoughtful)
There's a delightful line about Being Known in this fic I'm reading, and it strikes me there's different... polarities to Being Known.

There's fuckor, that deep terror/embarrassment of your soul being so deeply peered into.
Then there's the comforting one that has no name - someone knowing you well enough to order food for you, likes the same book as you for the same reason, gives you a gift for no other reason than they knew you'd like it, or the person you take one look at & go 'they're like me'.

Both are forms of being loved, but one is soft and comforting, while the other confronts you with truths about yourself which can be hard to face hearing from another person.

(originally pondered on twitter)
grassangel: Missy looking reproachfully at viewer, book in hand (book)

Ooof, things have obvious er... gotten hot enough about The Watch casting that Rhianna Pratchett had to state she’s no longer personally involved (though Narrativia is)

and my thoughts are sort of generally in line with this post, which is that while I am glad that the casting is diverse and am cheering that the actors got the parts, I am very very much looking askance at the casting director and producers for the particular choices they made for which characters. Like yay for a non-binary actor, but why not a trans woman actress? And I do sincerely hope that Sybil casting is only one half of the character’s casting and they’re keeping the time travel/alternate universes bit so that this is only a young Sibyl. (Never mind that Carcer should be a mirror of Vimes, just like Lily is that of Esme.)

Anyway, I’ll just be here, examining the questions I was asked when the BBC fan panel did surveys about the series and moaning that while I’d only mentioned Angel Coulby because I wanted to mention at least one other name, she’d actually be quite good



eta: And apparently even dudes who play MPQ (so a generally decent bunch of middle-aged, mostly white men who aren’t terribly sexist/racist, but aren’t exactly the most ‘woke’), are going “Sybil should be fatter and older!” and being torn about the Cherry/Cheery casting. also, some are disappointed that apparently Carrot joins the Watch after Angua does (which, fair! I am too, cuz that just falls into tired old tropes of the dude being better at the thing the woman’s been doing longer than he has.)
grassangel: a smiling Thirteenth Doctor with a flower behind her ear (Doctor Who)
Kinda was good but given that I live in New Zealand, the way the Kinda were dressed but portrayed by mostly white actors was not a good feel. Especially with the general 'colonialism bad' message I got from the story.
Also not a good feel with how they portrayed Hindle's mental instability.

But like. Still a good story, if a little formulaic in regards to the structure and the guest characters, but with interesting elements and ideas that made me eager to watch Snakedance.



Earthshock, a very very good story, especially the last part. Not just because it sees the end of Adric, but because Five does something hasn't done before: attack someone.
Like he tackles a Cyberman, grates gold into its lungs and shoots it. He's not supposed to do that.

But he does.

Earthshock continued, and I feel as if I'm just repeating received fan wisdom about some parts, even if I usually hate that sort of opinion )




Snakedance! Not quite as good as Kinda but still solid. Fills out the world building a bit and lays out the origin of the Mara. Which is a nice thematic origin, and thus ripe for reuse.
Evil in human minds given form through psychic resonance? Scary snakes? Sounds perfect. I want to see it in Modern Who, maybe given the Cybermen convergent creation treatment - how some things keep popping up because they're one solution to a problem that's present everywhere.

Snakedance, also continued in a very similar manner )
grassangel: Missy looking reproachfully at viewer, book in hand (book)
Listened to, at the last possible day to do so, the rerun of the Good Omens audio drama, and below is the sort of livetweet I did (Sort of not as I didn't tweet as I listened, just added to a drafted thread. Also sort of as some of this is just... notes for fic I’ll never write)

Barely 10 minutes into the radio drama of Good Omens & I'm glad that Crowley isn't quite so thick to have thought that he needed to get pregnant to deliver the antichrist - it's 'up to him to–' and not 'his scene' and 'tool of that glorious destiny'.
It'd make great fic though

The whole thing with the nun going on about how men shouldn't be involved at all in the process [of giving birth] is SQUARELY why I thought the Order was made of lesbians.

the not so live tweet continues )

Final thoughts )
grassangel: a text icon that reads "deep and profound brain things" (semi-serious icon)

Mimins on tumblr asked me:

would you please #critical fandom thought or #meta about the doctor vs crowley&az wrt individual humans? i feel like the doctor is much better about them. i also feel like they're much better about humanity but i am less sure on that mark.

I am Unsure if I can live up to those lofty tags categories, but I conceive of the difference between the two as thus:
Aziraphale & Crowley are what could've happened if the Doctor had run away from Gallifrey with the Master (with or without Susan) )

the additional tags )
grassangel: Missy looking reproachfully at viewer, book in hand (book)

Title: bread and biscuits

Series: Sherlock
Character/Pairing: Sherlock Holmes & Mary Morstan, Sherlock Holmes & Molly Hooper, with appearances by Mycroft Holmes and Mrs Hudson
Genre: Gen, fluff?
Rating: G
Wordcount: 925
Dedication: for [tumblr.com profile] equalseleventhirds who, years ago was talking about how Sherlock's eating habits could possibly be born out of some kind of food allergy which severely restricts what he can eat, such as celiac disease.
Knowing more than a bit of how hard it can be to make gluten-free (or wheat-free) baked goods, but also knowing the satisfaction of making something that someone can eat, I wrote fic about Mary baking Sherlock stuff he hasn't been able to eat since he was diagnosed



Summary:
Mary bakes Sherlock bread and biscuits and little cakes and things he hasn't been able to eat for years. He's happy and pleased and thankful, but mostly, he's content.

5 times Mary baked for Sherlock.

also available on AO3




It’s a challenge to find the right amount of gums to add to the dough, and she just about gives up and resorts to a baking powder risen quickbread, but eventually Mary has a loaf that doesn’t fall apart. The crumb is a little tender but after use of the electric knife and toaster she can confidently set a plate of three pieces of toast in front of Sherlock.
She nods at his look after he sniffs at a slice, the smell of yeast and a bit of coconut wafting across the table.

"No wheat products," she confirms as Sherlock reaches for the butter.

A smile steals across Mary’s face in response to his as Sherlock takes his first bite of toast in five years.

Read more... )
grassangel: a text icon, reading "I want to glomp all over you" in pastel colours and with a striped, multi-coloured heart underneath (love)
I may be having feels because, as I read and listen up on Polari due to a little headcanon about Aziraphale using it because Soho and ‘discreet gentleman’s club’, there are some words like queen and cruise that have, for 300+ years more or less kept their meaning amongst gay men.

(Also there was enough of a population in places like London that 300 years ago, you could live in a gay community like today.)

And then Polari has bits borrowed from Italian and some school boy French thrown in too and I’m eyeing Crowley’s ciaos very suspiciously because I could very well imagine him saying something like bona nochy or calling police lillies.
There’s also a delightful ‘translation’ of the Bible done into Polari.

So yes, feels because this is part of (British) gay/queer heritage, and yes it should be recorded and noted as such, and yeah it has problematique elements but the delightful thing is that it’s a language and as such it can change and become more inclusive.

Links below if you too want to read/listen more about it )

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